I think one of the reasons I don't post on here or write in a journal is that I like living in denial of how my life is.  I'm not exactly happy with my life at the moment. I could do something about it but I am a lazy person and it's just easier to survive the parts where I have to pay attention and then pretend none of it exists the rest f the time.   One thing I've been thinking about recently is that my life really doesn't suck that bad.  I have a decent job, a good apartment, as long as I go to work I'm not in any financial trouble, I have had free tuition at UVSC for four semesters and will get at least one more this semester.  Most of the reasons I'm not very happy right now are probably related to my attitude.  It's funny how I know that my life right now is great compared to how it used to be but somehow the memory of yesterday is a lot worse.  I've decided to pull my head out and do something about my life. I think this is a good start.